Moving Update

Well we have news. Our offer on the house was accepted. But we had to tell them we didn't want the house now. We aren't staying in Modesto.
Nick had his annual review this past week with his area director. During this meeting he was told that he was doing really well. He wants to get promoted again and the AD told him he would have a better chance at shining at another restaurant. Well the AD just happened to have the restaurant in mind. Fresno. So we are going back. Nick starts the first of July so we are hurrying to find a house.

Just Me

I am running on empty. I cant get myself out of this funk. Don't know when it started but it's there. I have been getting myself out of the apartment as much as possible. I have even visited with friends. But whenever I am by myself I just feel blah. No motivation at all. I am stuck not knowing what I want to do, where I want to be or sometimes even who I am.
Our move to Modesto was for Nick's job. Any other time we have moved it's been for Nick. I think maybe I am resenting that I have to uproot my life each time he say to. Nick has always had something waiting for him when we arrived at our new location. I had to start from scratch. I don't like change much and then it takes me a long time to adapt. This time it's taking longer than I would have liked it to. I want to do something during the day besides clean house.
I am thinking about taking some classes at the JC but that costs money that we don't have excess of. I have been very close to graduation twice. Both times we have moved. That makes this move even harder.
That's enough crying from me for now. Maybe just getting it out can help me figure out what to do. Who knows.

My Sunday

Went to lunch today with a few friends. We had a good time talking and eating. I'm sure the server at BJ's loved us sitting in her section for 2 and a 1/2 hours.

Nick went and looked at three more houses today. He put offers on two of them. So now that make four houses with offers. Hopefully we get one of them :)